I love my boyfriend so much, I think I ought to tell him the truth, but I'm so scared of losing him and messing everything up. Sometimes I think I can keep on faking, but I can't. I know he'll hate the fact I've lied to him for so long.
I'm 45 years old, but I didn't have my first orgasm until three years ago. It wasn't for lack of trying, either. I was 19 when I lost my virginity.
I have never had a proper orgasm during sex despite having had three sexual partners in my life and being married for 12 years. I kept assuming it would eventually happen, magically, spontaneously. I keep waiting for my sexual partners to figure out how to bring me to orgasm. Or does it?
Want a guy to excitedly go down on you? Want him to last longer in bed and make every possible effort to please you? There's an easy trick: just tell him you've never had an orgasm.
Despite being a very early masturbator and a pro at giving myself orgasms at a young ageI had never been able to achieve an orgasm with a partner. Not during intercourse, not during oral, not at all, ever. With my first boyfriend, I assumed we just hadn't figured it out yet by the time our year-long relationship ended.
One woman shares the strategy that finally got her to climax. Photo: Shutterstock. I was 19 when I lost my virginity.
But how often do we actually hear the nitty-gritty details of how we might actually achieve those things? Bustle has enlisted Vanessa Marin, a sex therapistto help us out with the specifics. Q: I'm able to orgasm on my ownand can climax during sex by using my own hand or a vibrator. I enjoy it when my boyfriend touches me and goes down on me, but I never orgasm.
Editor's note: Given the sensitive nature of this piece, the writer has asked to remain anonymous. I'd downed a few cocktails and she had just finished telling me about a crazy night of sex with a guy she'd just met. She nodded, and I took a deep breath.
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